Decisions..

          After much thought I suppose I have come to a decision. This decision hands down has been the hardest decesion I have ever had to make. Many will disagree and be very upset but others will be appreciate it and realize that this is not easy. I wish there was another way but there isn't. I have thought of every possible solution and none will truly fix the problem. The Roman people deserve better. Writting this really helps me make up my mind.

          Cassius and I talked for awhile about this subject. I was very conflicted. He made very good points and got me to think about everything Caesar has done. Caesar is my friend and it was very difficult to go against him. Cassius will be in contact with me tomorrow so we can finish discussing.

           If you have not realized, Julius's ambition is starting to affect all of Rome. I know it seems as if he is a wonderful ruler because he has defeated Pompeii but open your eyes Romans! Cassius opened mine, let us both open yours. We are not the only ones who feel likes this, others do as well, that is why we're establishing a conspiracy. All Caesar has is Antony. Our meeting is soon but every time I look at Caesar I start to feel so guilty but as soon as he talks so arrogantly I feel as if he deserves what's coming. I don't want to dissapoint my family, they are all so honorable and I try to follow their examples and I hope this is the way to make them proud. 

          "Beware the Ides of March" was said by a soothsayer to Julius Caesar. That date has been in my head since I've heard it. I wonder what will occur on that day. But as always Caesar did not listen and told the man he was a "dreamer". I always believe and listen to what people have to say but if anything happens to Caesar that's on him. Not on me.

Watching Julius Caesar as he celebrates his victory 

Discussing with Cassius